tonight we are young. we can burn brighter than the sun.

There were so many things that I promised that day, to myself, when I officially became twenty-three. Things that I penned years ago, and one I felt that I should so suddenly. I am yet to enjoy every moment of the entire year before it ends, and start again from this newly-found hope to a new beginning. I do apologize for being too straight-forward and fast, as I am attempting to run along and get my lost time back to its track. I am dove-tailing; doing three different things at a time, creating and recreating, wondering, wandering, dreaming new and old dreams again, and magic? I still believe them, but I know the limits now. Mom told me that I should learn to grow up and stand on my own, and I'm observing how to. Next year, when all these are over, she will be proud of me.  

I hope everyone is making the most of these holidays.

- h a z e

Reality doesn't bother me anymore. Life. Pressure. Dreams. Gravity. Air. Magic. 

I'm just sitting, right here, waiting for something wonderful to happen. 

Don't rush - my motto for this year. It will all happen anyway.

so stay awake and stay

It rained yesterday - the best thing that's ever happened in my March days so far. 

time turner

He gave me a pocket watch as a constant reminder of how much time passes. For me, time is something no one can change. You cannot bring back what's lost. You cannot go back, you can only move forward while you reminisce about the past. It is a symbol, the gravity that holds people, reality, and history together. 

I imagine myself floating back to the time when everything was perfect. But it was too long ago. I'm afraid that if I closed my eyes too tight for too long, I might never find my way back. I might not want to go back.

Before the end of last year, I decided to just let it be. To wait until every thing returns to normal, until wounds won't hurt anymore, until my heart starts beating (again) because of happiness and not only because it has to. Life has given me so much pain and I guess it's time to learn from them. It will never be easy, but I hope you will stay with me till I'm strong enough to tell you 'it's alright'.

"It's dark now and I am very tired. I love you, always. Time is nothing."

- Audrey Niffenegger, The Time Traveler's Wife

♡ haze ♡

hazed. fragmented.

You held me just before I've broken down and tried to save my 

soul from losing it's parts. But something's just couldn't be saved.

No matter how many times you wished and prayed and begged 

the stars and  looked for the moon. 

But you were here and that's e n o u g h.

♪♪

"So don't you worry your pretty little mind

People throw rocks at things that shine..."

Today consist of:

Sun-kissed skin. Strawberry sundae. Report card. 

Korean Dramas. Peach-mango pies. Blue glitters...

Many thanks to all my followers ---> CONSTELLATIONS

♡

haze