Monday, September 10, 2018

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine

say hello to my daughter <3 
my days with her are most magical. 
darlings, i think i have found my magic. 

I've been busy with life ~ well, i guess this is what you guys tried to warn me about. But i think i'm getting pretty good at staying at it, specially now that i have found my purpose. Her name is Ellise. She's turning one next month. Time really has its own way of surprising me. Where has it gone? And now all i do is hang on to these days and hold these little human close to my chest.

x haze

Saturday, October 24, 2015

Because laughter isn't only the best medicine, it is also the best disguise

I put away the guitar for awhile, although my fingers constantly wish for them. I start having freak-outs again, and I have to count inside my head for a while or hum something soft just to let it pass. I have refrained myself from writing, too, because writing makes me think, and I do not want to think, though my mind just wouldn't work that way. It will be okay, I promise. And I repeat the stupid words to let it sink. Gotta figure out what to do.