Wednesday, November 09, 2011

"Sometimes I wish I wasn’t as conscious as I am. It would be so much easier."

Today was overly thick eyeliners and roses made of papers. I watched the letters in the torn out petal pages silently forming your name. It made me think of you, the one and only thing I've been trying to avoid since morning.

xx haze


  1. You're words are so gorgeous, seriously I can not express how much they move me.
    You are a gem.
    Thank you for your lovely comment.
    Love Anafly

  2. Awww, something bothering you, sweet?

  3. This is beautiful; it has such delicate sadness. <3
    And I love the title. It's so true. When life is most tiresome and confusing, I've often wished I could just fall asleep for a very long time.

  4. Seriously, almost brought me to tears Haze. I feel this small paragraph so much. I feel it.

  5. Haze, I seriously hope this phase is over for you soon. You have a long life to live, so much to do, so many great things to achieve, so many purposes to fulfill- shift your vision and take in the MIRACLE that you are!


  6. I hope you know that that message came to you with lots of love and luck.

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  8. please get better soon. you know that there is another side to this, being as consciuos as you are is also gift. it just comes with a price. but i would not want to be without you and what you are made of! and i know a lot of people feel the same way.


  9. I love the title of this post Haze. Your words are amazing. <3

  10. This breaks my heart but at the same time it is lovely to read, just like all your posts.
    Haze, Haze, my Haze, I hope you are well !

  11. b e a u t f u l.
    Embrace what you wanted to avoid so you won't be worried anymore.


It feels like my heart has been bewitched by you and is keeping track of time on it's own.