Wednesday

"I dreamt that I could paint you with words, but there were no colors bright enough, black or white enough, blue or green enough…they didn’t mean enough."


Do you know this? Do you even know this?

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Everything is moving too fast. I'm lost in time and it doesn't feel okay at all. I wish I could hold on to the days, feel every thing that's coming along, absorb every memories and laughter even though I don't create much  anymore. I am nothing more than a box of broken things, forgotten and rusted. And my only wish is that I could be more... more to you.

(Title quote by: Mos Def)
xx haze

11 comments:

  1. Oh, haze - the thoughts you express in this post (especially about time) resonate with me so deeply. These days everything is speeding by, and I suppose I am broken-down on the side of the road.

    *hugs* You are still beautiful, though you feel broken. I hope your heart is filled with smiles soon. <3

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  2. If you were anything more to me I'd have to marry you and upset my BF coz he wants me in white but I'd rather wear a suit.

    Did I make you smile? I hope so :p

    Love you so much., Take care of yourself ok?

    xoxoxoxo

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  3. This is beautiful, love! I post about very bizzare things at times and I am no where near as eloquent here, nor do I go by my pen name, but of course you can have my url! You can find me at milkqueen.tumblr.com
    I hope you're well beautiful girl, all my love xxx

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  4. your thoughts are beautiful although ever so slightly sad. and you are so much more than broken bits because you a wonderful person.
    Love,
    L x

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  5. =
    You are beautiful...feeling rusted and broken is only a passing feeling. <3 Much love to you. <3

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  6. Oh, dearest, I hope a strong-armed sailor man will come along and pick you up and put you back together again. Time is cruel, but our own thoughts can be crueler. Everything will be alright; I hope and hope and hope.

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  7. Haze. Umm. I hope you and this boy stay friends for a long long time. Talk it out when things upset you. Say to him what you write here. TALK!

    Much love!

    xoxo

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  8. P.S.
    When I finish anything knitted for me I promise I'll do a full fashion-shoot just for you. Possibly even on stilts.

    <3

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  9. i love you all. i hope you know this. and i hope you know how much!

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  10. Pierrot le Fou ? iThink I've seen it once.

    Well what's more interesting that a box of broken things. Waiting. Waiting for someone to come and put them together and they will get put back together.

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It feels like my heart has been bewitched by you and is keeping track of time on it's own.