Wednesday

I see you holding me.

He said that if I'm planning to keep being sad for a very long time,
might as well hide the eyes that speak of it. 
 That day, thank you for hiding all my bruises for me.
There aren't much stories to tell, and I'm almost always tired. Lately, these past few weeks, when I open my mouth, it's always all about the memories. But I think it's better to remember them all when one is lonely or want an escape, well, aside from sleeping, that is.
 Simba is sick, so I let him rest on my bed with kittygirl. Isn't he adorable.
If I were Murakami, he'd  be the hero cat in my story.
Hello, stars. I hope you are well and healthy. I apologize for such a random post. 
I still just can't get my thoughts intact. I miss you.
haze

19 comments:

  1. haze, my darling! You are as beautiful as ever. ♥ I adore your bangs, though the reason for them makes me sad.

    I hope your kitty feels better soon! And I hope you do too, sweetheart. xxx

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    1. oh! thank you, darling! how are you? Simba says thank you too. He's still hasn't got any voice, but I'm sure he will get better soon.

      ! ! I'm glad you liked it -- the bangs. My sister said I am like another person. He! he! I guess I can definitely count on it.

      I miss you.

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    2. I am pretty well. :) Awww, give him a cuddle for me!

      It's amazing how different bangs can make someone look! But definitely in a good way, in your case.

      I miss you too. xxx

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  2. Haze! How I've missed you! You are so beautiful and write so beautifully, as usual. I've recently fallen down into sadness, but I'm trying to find my way back out of the darkness. I hope you feel better soon my dear. You deserve it :) Snuggle your kitty lots so he gets better! <3

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    1. my, my! i've missed you too, Nikki, and thank you very much! Simba's resting now on the couch. I think he likes all the love that he's getting.

      I'm sorry, darling. I hope that you'll find your way out from sadness soon, and I hope that you'd be happy. I love you.

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  3. Hello Haze! :) i love your words :")
    and it's ok to be tired because at least life is moving. haha. same goes for me!~

    xoxo,
    rae
    http://raellarina.blogspot.com/

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    1. Hi Rae ♥ someday when we aren't too alert to watch the world passing, we'll walk across each other and maybe smile a little or not at all, and we'll never even know it. But I'll be fine with that, to not even realize it, I guess it still leave a wonderful feeling afterwards. Someday, in manila, or just about anywhere.

      Thanks for visiting!

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  4. Miss you, haze! And I hope you and Simba feel better very soon.

    I've read Murakami recently, pretty fascinating. I'm going to read Kafka on the Shore after I finish the book I'm reading now.

    Sending you love & sunflowers <3 *

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    1. I love your love&sunflowers! Somehow, you always remind me of them :)

      I wrote my feelings for Murakami somewhere in the web, and darling, I hope you'll love Kafka on the Shore as much as I did when I first read it :)

      I miss you, Jade, you are an inspiration!

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  5. Poor kitty! I hope he gets better soon.

    Telling you to disguise how you feel to make others feel more comfortable is BULLSHIT. That is saying 'My comfort is more important than looking after you when you feel bad'. NO. Just NO.

    Love you HazyMoon. Take care of yourself, ok?

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    1. Oh! He's still sick, that cat! It's making me worried a bit now, and also, my most favorite dog is sick too! :< Maybe it's because of the rain?? **sigh***

      I love you, V. And I love you because you tell me all those things. Lately I keep getting confused, what is right? What isn't not wrong anymore?

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  6. I always feel the need to escape but there's nowhere to go.

    /Avy

    http://mymotherfuckedmickjagger.blogspot.com

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    1. You are too beautiful to be hidden away.

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  7. Hope your kitty gets better soon, and I hope you feel happier soon! I nominated you for the Liebster blog award on my blog, Gone Gardening. If you'd like to pick it up, please stop by.

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  8. Dear sunder haze, I hope simba is better now. It takes half of our life when our pets are sick. I lost my dear dog dazzle last month. I found peace in nothing after him. Also, I lost password of my mail id, I miss e-letters from you. Please let me know where can I send you my new email address so we can start conversations again. I love you. - an.

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  9. I miss you pretty. I hope to read your thoughts again soon.

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  10. You are so cute! Nice post.

    www.modernworld4.blogspot.com

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  11. So in love with all the pics ♥

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It feels like my heart has been bewitched by you and is keeping track of time on it's own.