Saturday, July 07, 2012

boy i love.

I cried when I saw your tears. Your voice ached and you didn't understand.
Last night I realized how beautiful and perfect this thing that we have 
that I tried to ruin. I'm so sorry if I'm being too repetitive at timesbut darlings, I've never felt so weak. He put a string around my wrist and held the other end..
"in this way, you won't get lost."

h o p e ~ by yiruma

p.s. I'm happy he didn't let go that day.


  1. it seems bigger sometimes, the thing within us, bigger than the love around us..but it isn't haze. You have so much to give and you are loved, and no matter how dark it all seems you shine too bright to fade.

    1. too bright to fade.. what a wonderful thing to say to someone. thank you, loulou.. for being here all the time. *hugs

  2. I could never judge you. Especially for that last paragraph, because, well, they're my feelings too.

    This is so, so sweet. I am so glad you have that someone in your life who won't let go.

    You have such a lovely soul, haze - even if you don't feel like you do. xxx

  3. Judge you? Why? Why the hell should I?

    You cannot hold up a ruler to pain and say that any one person's pain is worse than any others.

    Fuck judging people based on ANYTHING.

    Love you so much <3

  4. P.S.

    I'm glad you likes the song :)

    I've considered getting that knitting Trex tattooed. . .but I don't like T-Rexs enough to get one inked into my skin XD Maybe a knitting Entelodont? What do you think?

    That you cared enough to leave a few words is words enough. I love you so very much Haze <3

    Arohanui, or is it Mahal kita? So many languages and not enough words in all of them to say it properly.

  5. this song is beautiful! and i knowww you will be just fine my love <3 i love you always!!

    xx, james

  6. I'm here for you, dear. I love you. I'm glad you are happy.

  7. I'm trying to stay strong my girl. Always.


It feels like my heart has been bewitched by you and is keeping track of time on it's own.