Friday, September 28, 2012

But why were you there, in my dream last night?

I like what this place has turned into. I know it isn't much, but I kinda like the linen texture and the clock header (from a past layout). It keeps me in a calm, dreamy state of mind. I know that sooner or later I may have to change it again, but I'd really like for it to describe what I'm feeling at the moment. When everything seems like an almost faltering memory, and every emotion is felt in the most sensitive manner, and being fragile doesn't mean being 'destructible' or vulnerable or weak for the first time, but something that is beautiful and wonderful and sincere. I want you all to know this because this is the only thing that I care for right now. I cannot lose what I already have, and I cannot have what I've already lost.

4 comments:

  1. I like the clock header too.
    I have a locket thing that looks exactly like that.
    This post was beautiful ♥

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  2. I love your sense of style. It's elegant and delicate and old-fashioned in the sense of being timelessly classy.

    I need to change my blog a bit too, it's not really feeling like "me" any more. I still love the wood panels but it's all a bit dark.

    We're trying to stop the oversleeping by getting more sunlight early in the day. Reset my bodyclock to get up earlier by using the sun. Ugh.

    Oh man, crochet is hard! Especially if you don't have the pattern for something. Maybe you could practise by making yourself one of these in beautiful creams and burghundy?
    http://stixyarn.com/tangled/bullseye-afghan/
    I really want to make myself a 'Yarneater" blanket, it looks like so much fun!
    http://www.knitaholics.com/crochet-yarneater-blanket/

    I'm trying to look after myself. You look after yourself too, ok? Love you so much Haze. Thank you for being you <3

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  3. Your blog is more beautiful every time I visit. :) :) keep writing and loving. Fragile things are my favorite things.... love how you describe it. Wishing you well. :)

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It feels like my heart has been bewitched by you and is keeping track of time on it's own.