Thursday

but nothing is unbeautiful...

Over thinking.
And I guess you already know that I am sinking.
Ian held me a little too tight this afternoon, and I could barely breathe. I like the feeling of being breathless. Heart pounds heavily, beating 1000 times per minute whilst tiny blood vessels tighten, and there's heat all over despite the cold. Where do I exist now? Tell me I am not fading, because right now, I'm quite enjoying our existence. your existence.

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Long trip tomorrow. Be right back on Sunday. Take care darlings!

x haze

11 comments:

  1. Sometimes a little too tight is what we need to feel that we are not alone. Glad you are enjoying the existence dear. Miss you and take care with the long trip.

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  2. Tight hugs and warm hugs in general can make things better :) <3 Hope you enjoy the trip!

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  3. Being breathless is sometimes good for it makes you value the time when you breathe like you've just entered this world.

    Love, Haze. Take care and happy journey. :)

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  4. oh i"m so envious. What would I give to feel jed's tight warm embrace again? Now! But I'm glad you are enjoying your existence. Have fun wherever you are going. love you ganda!

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  5. Hugs are the best things invented. Hihi. Have a safe trip!

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  6. Take care of yourself, dear. Enjoy the trip :)

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  7. miss you sweetie! have fun on your trip & come back with photos!!

    love, james

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  8. I would love to be held too tightly. :) (By the right person, of course...)

    Safe travels, my dear! I've been very absent lately, but I'm happy to be back in your lovely world with your glimmering words. ♥

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  9. Aww. You're so lucky to have someone who takes your breath away. Be back soon,sweetie! :)

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  10. it must be nice to be loved by someone.
    enjoy your trip, dearest. x

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  11. I can never find the comment box on your posts half the time. It makes me sad coz I want to comment and can't. Stupid blogger!

    Love you so very much. Look after yourself, coz you're one of the best people I know and I don't want to have to do without you!

    <3

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It feels like my heart has been bewitched by you and is keeping track of time on it's own.