Here are some things i learned about Ellie (and how different she is from me):
She loves to run while i hardly ever move. She's a wanderer and a discoverer of things while i only like to observe. She loves birds while i am deathly afraid of them. She's anxious about fireworks and of the rain (two things i am very fond of). And while i unknowingly reduce myself from being a hundred different things all at once into one, she's starting to create her own colorful rays of personality - something i am most excited of to see.
E,
I can't wait to see you grow and be you own version of you. But is it too paradoxical to wish for you to stay this way and this little for a bit more, just so i could have more time to feel needed and be the hero of you? I love you always.❤
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P.S. i miss all of you here! I hope you guys still remember me.