Friday, October 29, 2021

I am running through woods on my own, cause i could

October has been slow, long, and exhausting. In October, the sky seemed to change 1000x a week, and i could not remember how we woke, moved, and slept them through. Suddenly, tomorrow is the end..and then another more beginning after that.

October was filled with:

♡ cloudy skies and cool morning breezes

♡ princess parties and cakes

♡ old jeans and dirty shoes

♡ student papers to check

♡ ancillary works, and more follow up additional works

♡ sore throat, cough, and fever (twice, maybe even thrice this month! Damn my weak immune system!)

Please, i apologize for ranting but I made up my mind to resort back to writing instead of talking about my feelings to people claiming they are friends. I have bitter taste in my mouth whilst saying this ┐( ˘_˘)┌ i am glad to say that my life story is no longer available to anyone anymore (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻ he! he! 

Anyway, i am so, so ready to welcome December. Can we just skip November days already? Just this once, can we? (。•̀ᴗ-)✧

Wednesday, February 10, 2021

Just a thought i had today: i am ready to allow myself.. to focus again on my passion.  For the past few weeks,  i've been under a lot of stress about gaining more,  achieving more for the future that i rarely stopped and live in the present. Without knowing,  i've been so busy chasing time that if i hadn't paused,  i would have ended up stuck (again), or worst.. lost.  So i am taking my time now. Breathe.. breathe... breathe some more.  Think, think and think hard. I can feel my heart pounding. I can feel my chest ready to explode. But i am taming it to listen, to find the peace, to silence the screams. 

"In time, darling, in time all your wishes will come true."