do you ever look up there and wonder?

“I felt like crying but nothing came out. It was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can’t feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. But I think I have known it pretty often, too often.” Tales of Ordinary Madness, Charles Bukowski

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Yesterday morning, I was feeling quite empty and so I decided to take the longer way to school. As I was walking down a crowded alley I saw an old man on the street asking others for some money. Knowing my weakness and soft spot for old people, I stopped and gave some penny. His tired eyes smiled and looked at me and then he said, "bless you, child". My weak heart sobbed inside and I smiled back to him and went away.

When I got to the library that day, the assistant librarian told me that my book fine was cleared and I have nothing to worry about~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)♪ I told him that I was worried because I gave out my coins to a man earlier and then he said that maybe I was truly blessed with good luck :) My trip back home was also wonderful since the tric driver only asked me for half the price of the fair. He! he! ☆(ﾉ´∀｀*)ﾉ Everything and everyone was so wonderful, they filled up the empty spaces in my heart.

Last night, I asked for the rain and today, it rained.
I hope you have a wonderful day too, lovelies.