Friday, February 22, 2013

do you ever look up there and wonder?

“I felt like crying but nothing came out. It was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can’t feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. But I think I have known it pretty often, too often.” Tales of Ordinary Madness, Charles Bukowski
Yesterday morning, I was feeling quite empty and so I decided to take the longer way to school. As I was walking down a crowded alley I saw an old man on the street asking others for some money. Knowing my weakness and soft spot for old people, I stopped and gave some penny. His tired eyes smiled and looked at me and then he said, "bless you, child". My weak heart sobbed inside and I smiled back to him and went away.

When I got to the library that day, the assistant librarian told me that my book fine was cleared and I have nothing to worry about~~~ヾ(^∇^)♪ I told him that I was worried because I gave out my coins to a man earlier and then he said that maybe I was truly blessed with good luck :) My trip back home was also wonderful since the tric driver only asked me for half the price of the fair. He! he! ☆(ノ´∀`*)ノ Everything and everyone was so wonderful, they filled up the empty spaces in my heart.

Last night, I asked for the rain and today, it rained.
I hope you have a wonderful day too, lovelies.


  1. You deserve all the stardust in the universe, dearie. :)

  2. Every time. Every time I look at the stars.

    I love space. I love it so much. Knowing that there is so much beauty out there that humans can't fuck up like we've done here.

    Good on you for giving when you could *hugs*

    Yay for fines being cleared! :D :D :D

    I hope you have a great weekend as well as many more good days for ever and ever wonderful Haze <3

  3. This post is so lovely☆ It's amazing how small acts of kindness can have such a huge effect on someone's day. I'm sure that poor old man cherished the selflessness you showed him~*

  4. ♥ haze, i have missed you! thanks for cheering up my morning with your kind deeds and well wishes! :)

  5. It's wonderful when things in your life flow like that, I am starting to feel my life uplifting and becoming even lovelier too. And yes, i often look up and wonder x

  6. Glad to know that your empty day was filled with so much kindness. Thank you for sharing your wonderful story.

  7. Hi everyone! First, where is the reply button on the comments, I've been gone for so long :<

    Thank you so much for the visit and kind words :) I've missed you all and will try to comment back on your blog :) you make me smile :)

  8. you put a smile on my face, once more. you are such a bright star, haze. and you know i mean it. you are also one of the very few i would trust.


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  11. Rain can be so beautiful, it can really feel like freedom.


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  13. Yes yes yes movie night yes.

    I promise I'll look after myself while I'm away. You take care of yourself too, ok?

    Love you to bits and miss you heaps already <3

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It feels like my heart has been bewitched by you and is keeping track of time on it's own.