Wednesday, April 11, 2012

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Contemplating. It seems my dreams are still so very far away, and all I can do is think of them often. I weep every time. I guess this is exactly what happens when you've already had too much and everything still keeps on dragging on. I despise the idea, of me being the most empathetic one.

The promises I made, the wishes I made, my old dreams... all are fading but I'm not yet letting go. Not just yet.

Until I have my wings back and I'm ready to soar.

xx haze


  1. Is this about an angel? I'm curious as to how you got the photo taken?

    Very interesting indeed :)

  2. hi ganda..Maybe today isn't the time for your dreams to realize. Just be patient and continue to pray.. in the meantime, enjoy going to the church (alam mo na yun) pray and continue to dream.

    Wishing you all the best ganda my love. :)

  3. Ah, yes, I often have this feeling as well. I have so many dreams that I wonder if I'll ever make them real. But one cannot give up so easily right?
    As for the other matter I am thankful for your support. To be honest I am not sure whether I'll make a move but if I do it will be after the Exams (in May). I just need my head to be clear and not full of any more drama. (Plus I'm a bit of a coward.)


  4. Thank you for your sweet comment.

    You kind of wrote exactly how I feel today. Thank you for this beautiful post!

    Nikki – inspire nordic

  5. Don't give up just yet. Doodle your dreams. It'll help. I promise. And daydream a bit. Your wings will majestically grow back, beautiful.

  6. this is lovely and sad at the same time.. I guess I can relate to it somehow.. I'm always dreaming and wishing and longing for those dreams to come true... they haven't.. and I fear they'll never do.. that's one of my biggest problems.. I dream too much.. is there a limit for dreaming?

  7. Don't despise yourself Haze. Your dreams may not realize today but in time-in God's perfect time it will all come true. Cheer up ganda. I miss you.

  8. I want to live in Neverland with you!!! xx

  9. I'm sorry your dreams seem so distant, haze. I hope some sunbeams pierce through all this fog soon. But I'm glad you're holding on. Brave, sweet girl - hang in there. xxxxx

  10. I hate it when people tell you never to give up or that everything will work out in the end. What do they know?


    1. Right. True sometimes. But I'm also one of those many who tells people that everything will be okay in the end. Haha. Funny. Maybe for the inner hope that everything will 'really' be ok. I hope so. Someday. xx

  11. hi, moon angel: your writing is so lovely and delicate, as if i were reading your private diary full of dreamy secrets.

  12. Hi haze, love the way you write. Take care x


It feels like my heart has been bewitched by you and is keeping track of time on it's own.